Since I last put up a journal on this thing, alot happened. Like Camac coming over and meeting my b/f which I knew something dramatic would happen, much like the destructions from the three Hurricanes which came through this area was the relationship with Camac; I don't think I'll see him again. I caused him so much pain all because of what I thought were good intentions, I don't have control over his infactuation over me...nor to have me feel the same way back. I feel crudy and sad over that, I hope he does better with out me in his life... that's all I can do.
I'm sitting here in night school, did 3/4 of my section I reserved for tonight..